Thursday, November 18, 2010
Home again, her gray-white hair
1:52 a.m. A series of familiar domestic scenes composed as life-sized photographs, each of which can be opened like doors with a flapping, clacking, wooden-plastic sound. Behind the last, my mother is sitting upright on a plain brown couch from my childhood, her head against the wall and face older than ever, with deep-set wrinkles the grooves of which extend upward into her gray-white hair. She is smiling, and even though I know she’s alive, I’m so surprised and overjoyed by it that I cry out oh oh oh in a voice that wakes me up, and then continues, as it slowly ebbs into a moan.
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In the Forum: this volume is affectionately inscribed.
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what a dream... have we not all often dreamt of our parents and cried out in our sleep? how pathetic that i had forgotten those protection of a long dead father now doubly absent and a mother who now needs my protection... thank you for awakening me from this world...
Not really forgotten, Rahina, just submerged in present duties and needs. And I suppose that’s one thing dreams are for, that realigning leap or jolt. I was thinking today that it might have been well to keep this dream to myself. Now I’m glad I didn’t.
I'm glad you didn't as well dear William.
Beautiful.
Thank you, Monica. The dream stayed with me the whole day, all the way to bedtime. I thought it might even resume in my sleep, but instead it melted away....
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